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~HetemSenar:iconHetemSenar:

Walking a twilight road to dawn.  

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Journal Entry: Thu Mar 13, 2008, 5:58 PM
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: KHII: Sanctuary
  • Reading: Death Note
  • Watching: Samurai 7
  • Playing: FFVII
  • Eating: "Whatever" XD
  • Drinking: Cherry-white grape juice
Hm, yeah. Suddenly realized that my last journal's way too long and figured it was time for an update anyways. XD

Other than that, I guess I'm doing fine. I finally got out of the habit of procrastinating and have been working on projects almost everyday..whenever I get the time. And I've almost more seriously gotten into Death Note and have started collecting the manga. But for some reason I still can't stand watching the anime, even though I really love the manga. So weird...

As the empty night wind rustles through the grass, it brushes past my cheek, seemingly unusually warm and familiar. I stop walking for a time, to look back into the nothingness of the dark path. Was it you on the wind, coming to greet me, or to forever say goodbye? The warmth of your light, forever in my memories..the chains never to be broken by time. The night draws on before me, mocking my efforts...is it all in vain? Will I never see your warm smile again..only your solemn sleep? Even so, I will not give up, I owe that much..at least. A heart split in two...how will you be when you awaken? The same as always, joyful and unchanged? Or...will you somehow be saddened...not knowing why you feel that shattering pain, that sense of emptyness in your heart...but knowing it, none the less.. Until that day..I will keep watch over you in your sorrowful slumber, from the darkness..my own self devoured.. Awaiting for...never ceasing to search for... the dawn. (ha, thought I'd try my hand at poetry writing stuff, since I've been feeling a lot like Riku from KHII lately, thinking of Sora, searching for Roxas...and since I know a couple people who always love writing journals in a poetic style anyways *glances at Erilis and Erika* ;p )

:bulletblue:Projects:

~Diraries of Nobody- Diary of Xemnas Finished
~KH comic profile 2- Finished
~Dante Zoltan- lineart 32%
~Mello/Xaldin pic- lineart 12%

~Diaries of Nobody- Reports of Saix 1st entry planning 8%
~Crisis Core (three friends) pic- planning 88%
~KH:CoR comics- planning done/revision of dialouge 97%
~Sora/Xigbar comic- planning done
~KH:CoM (Sorrow of the Replica) pic- planning done

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Stalking:
:iconyami-bakura-itemri: :iconsaiyura: :iconcursed-sight: :iconevilsetokaiba: :iconcaleyndar: :iconteam-rocket-4eva: :iconalaer: :iconpikonama: :icondragoneyes9: :iconhibbary: :iconerika18: :icontenchuuyoukai: :iconramy: :icongiovannag: :iconblackeri: :iconinnocent-rain: :iconlittle-yugi: :iconlizeth: :icontenshi-no-hikari: :iconthe-mad-poet: :iconyuumei: :iconyagaminoue: :iconerilisvampyre: :iconteramaster: :iconscarlet-rose: :iconairishi: :iconmajinlu: :iconyamineftis: :iconumi-mizuno: :iconthisiskingdomhearts: :iconmarik-fan: :iconerz-engel: :icontalyafera: :iconfishtankbabe: :iconsenbonzakura168: :iconyamiarah: :iconazriaz: :iconpu-sama: :iconpaintpixel: :icondragonboy-mt: :icontegie-chan: :iconsnapesnogger: :iconcupidyamivolta: :iconsora-ko: :iconfrephrep: :iconkelseyalicia: :iconramatto: :icontoontwins: :iconarriku: :iconshel-yang: :iconsakimichan: :iconnekoni: :iconudonnodu: :iconbehindinfinity: :icondavick: :iconmeru-chan: :iconmazjojo: :iconmandi-chan: :iconyue-iceseal: :iconcataclysm-x: :iconsilvair: :iconmandachan: :iconalisaisil: :iconyito: :icondahlieka: :iconheise: :iconslinkers: :iconsavesnine: :icon8-13:

Stalked By:
:iconerika18: :iconerilisvampyre: :iconazriaz: :iconalisaisil: :iconinuyashakurama: :iconevilsetokaiba: :iconatemuyugiyamisetojou: :iconsaiyura: :iconyami-bakura-itemri: :iconeclipse84: :iconteramaster: :iconmchsflutegirl: :iconmitsurudemon3: :iconyamisxhikaris: :iconheerobaby1: :icondragoneyes9: :iconfire-kitsune: :iconwhisperinthestorm: :iconkyoluvr: :iconyamirynenjeru: :iconpharaohsgirl: :iconkenouni-renashin: :iconyamineftis: :iconjeanne-chan: :iconmajinlu: :iconruralanimal: :icondarcanddemongirl: :iconsephiroth-club: :iconjudith1992: :iconyumemegami: :iconmaieanthedark: :iconduetmaxwell: :iconwhiteangeldreams: :iconumi-mizuno: :iconharpiekeket: :iconmarik-fan: :iconerz-engel: :icondoctorwhofreak06: :iconsenbonzakura168: :iconjezfez81: :iconyamiarah: :icon88bakura: :iconkarlarei2003: :iconpenguins-in-france: :iconmokubasetofan: :iconalexpharoa: :iconcupidyamivolta: :iconinamerica: :icontao-hates-people-fc: :iconyamirevea: :iconfrephrep: :iconkelseyalicia: :iconramatto: :iconfrankii: :iconmagnaangel: :iconsonic-gurl: :icondavick: :iconhantsuki: :iconeagleharu: :iconfingeruvfantasy001: :iconmikeh4: :iconojoulaflordenieve: :iconxxakefiaxx: :icongaaraxeraxmatsuri: :iconkisshufan94: :iconignotusangelus: :iconsavesnine:

Clubs I Help Manage:
:iconxxxnothingxxx: :iconxemnas: :iconbakuraloversinc: :iconfruitsbasket:

Clubs I'm In:
:iconkhiiclub: :iconxemnas: :iconsephiroth-club: :iconxxxnothingxxx: :iconfinal-fantasyviiclub: :iconbakuraloversinc: :iconnaruto-club: :iconmarik-club: :iconyu-gi-ohartistsclub: :iconfruitsbasket: :icondragonknights:

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 19
  • Current Residence: the realm of darkness
  • Interests: Music, art, reading, martial arts, eating, sleeping....
  • Favourite movie: FFVII Advent Children
  • Favourite band or musician: Loreena McKennit/David Bowie/Enya/Trent Reznor/Dir en Grey
  • Favourite genre of music: Metal/foreign/new age
  • Favourite poet or writer: J.R.R. Tolkien
  • Favourite game: Duel Monsters, Zelda (OoT,MM,LttP), Kingdom Hearts (I,CoM,II), Final Fantasy VII

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*ToxikElement:iconToxikElement: 4 days 5 hours ago
thanks for the fav:glomp:

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I don't like to kill babies-I prefer them a little older so that way when they're screaming it's because they know they're about to die~
~Spartichi:iconSpartichi: 4 days 22 hours ago
heyhey! thanks for the fave ^^

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Y0l_l 937 l\l0 l3l_l7753X
watch out for those hamburgers on their sides o_o
~Azriaz:iconAzriaz: 5 days 2 hours ago
*hurls a book in your general direction* Happy now?
Nah, you didn't really upset me. I just don't like being ignored and wished for some other way to get your attention. :XD: Well, you are crazy. Do you really need people to reassure you of that? Since you're part of the family you're weird and crazy by default.

Nevermind... I .... know what that feels like.

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~in your show, stealing your limelight.
~HetemSenar:iconHetemSenar: 5 days 3 hours ago
Hm... you can hit me if you want. I rather miss people hitting my shoulder or whatnot because I upset them. I also miss people telling me I'm crazy or stupid for doing things.. Funny, isn't it..

Sorry, didn't mean to ignore you..there were just so many things..

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This world is perfect for me.. If the world is made of light and darkness.....we'll be the darkness.
~Riku (KHII)

Last time you looked at me innocently, you were playing the bitchiest nobody in existance. Don't you "innocent" me..
~Azriaz
~Azriaz:iconAzriaz: 5 days 3 hours ago
seriously, if I knew a way to e-hit you with something blunt and heavy I would. If you're online why don't you even read your notes?

....*sigh*.... man....
well, I hope you're doing okay, anyway.

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~in your show, stealing your limelight.
~HetemSenar:iconHetemSenar: 5 days 4 hours ago
You're very welcome (how could I not fav them? =p )

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This world is perfect for me.. If the world is made of light and darkness.....we'll be the darkness.
~Riku (KHII)

Last time you looked at me innocently, you were playing the bitchiest nobody in existance. Don't you "innocent" me..
~Azriaz
~ErilisVampyre:iconErilisVampyre: 5 days 8 hours ago
Thanks for the :+favlove:, little sis.

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"Darkness of the heart. How is it born? How does it come to affect us so?
It is my duty to expose what this darkness really is."

"I'll be here... at the heart of darkness..."
~HetemSenar:iconHetemSenar: May 2, 2008, 11:27:17 PM
You're very welcome. :love:

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This world is perfect for me.. If the world is made of light and darkness.....we'll be the darkness.
~Riku (KHII)

Last time you looked at me innocently, you were playing the bitchiest nobody in existance. Don't you "innocent" me..
~Azriaz
~KOPIERNINJAKAKASHI:iconKOPIERNINJAKAKASHI: May 1, 2008, 1:22:03 AM
Thanks for the :+fav: on Gaara Sabakuno. ^^

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:love: Kakashi :love:
~HetemSenar:iconHetemSenar: Apr 24, 2008, 12:27:36 PM
:XD: lol!
(welcomes)

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This world is perfect for me.. If the world is made of light and darkness.....we'll be the darkness.
~Riku (KHII)

Last time you looked at me innocently, you were playing the bitchiest nobody in existance. Don't you "innocent" me..
~Azriaz
~HetemSenar:iconHetemSenar: Apr 24, 2008, 12:27:08 PM
You're most welcome, it was a glorious pic. :heart:

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This world is perfect for me.. If the world is made of light and darkness.....we'll be the darkness.
~Riku (KHII)

Last time you looked at me innocently, you were playing the bitchiest nobody in existance. Don't you "innocent" me..
~Azriaz
*Yao-Ling:iconYao-Ling: Apr 23, 2008, 6:30:50 PM
Phuck yes, fave!
:iconimhappyplz:


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♫ I'll beat your ass
in low Brass ♫


I like boys with
pretty faces and have the
emotional stability of a
teenage girl.
:heart:
~TSUKUYOMiSUN:iconTSUKUYOMiSUN: Apr 22, 2008, 8:56:07 PM Mood: Love
thanks for the fave :3

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BOING BOING
~HetemSenar:iconHetemSenar: Mar 26, 2008, 7:38:06 PM
You're very welcome. :D

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This world is perfect for me.. If the world is made of light and darkness.....we'll be the darkness.
~Riku (KHII)

Last time you looked at me innocently, you were playing the bitchiest nobody in existance. Don't you "innocent" me..
~Azriaz
~DivineMoonLight:iconDivineMoonLight: Mar 26, 2008, 6:08:45 PM
Thank you so much for the :+fav:

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Seduce my mind and you can have my body
Find my soul and I'm yours forever
~AzraelusGuy:iconAzraelusGuy: Mar 25, 2008, 1:27:09 PM
Nice....:D

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Jesus Chist my king and savior forever!
Please come and see my gallery...:D
~fingeruvfantasy001:iconfingeruvfantasy001: Mar 21, 2008, 8:10:23 PM
dont worry bout it :XD: blieve it or not, im weird 2 :D

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you name it. i hate it.

~ "Hollywood is a place where people from Iowa mistake each other for a star." ~
~HetemSenar:iconHetemSenar: Mar 21, 2008, 5:29:51 PM
yup, sure is. (I'm weird, I know..)

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This world is perfect for me.. If the world is made of light and darkness.....we'll be the darkness.
~Riku (KHII)

Last time you looked at me innocently, you were playing the bitchiest nobody in existance. Don't you "innocent" me..
~Azriaz
~HetemSenar:iconHetemSenar: Mar 21, 2008, 5:29:14 PM
You're welcome. :)

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This world is perfect for me.. If the world is made of light and darkness.....we'll be the darkness.
~Riku (KHII)

Last time you looked at me innocently, you were playing the bitchiest nobody in existance. Don't you "innocent" me..
~Azriaz
~will2bill:iconwill2bill: Mar 21, 2008, 7:04:08 AM
Thanks for the fav

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I am a complexly divisive individual capable of a lot of little perplexities that to many have meaning no greater than that of a small gnat. However, to a particularly few I weave a web of scalpels, sown together with fine wine and cheese.
~fingeruvfantasy001:iconfingeruvfantasy001: Mar 20, 2008, 7:53:25 PM
is that a ur welcome?

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you name it. i hate it.

~ "Hollywood is a place where people from Iowa mistake each other for a star." ~
~HetemSenar:iconHetemSenar: Mar 20, 2008, 5:13:39 PM
:giggle: :D

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This world is perfect for me.. If the world is made of light and darkness.....we'll be the darkness.
~Riku (KHII)

Last time you looked at me innocently, you were playing the bitchiest nobody in existance. Don't you "innocent" me..
~Azriaz
~fingeruvfantasy001:iconfingeruvfantasy001: Mar 13, 2008, 9:35:56 PM
thnx 4 the stalkage :D

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you name it. i hate it.

~ "Hollywood is a place where people from Iowa mistake each other for a star." ~
~HetemSenar:iconHetemSenar: Mar 13, 2008, 5:59:37 PM
Aw, you're welcome sis. You know I couldn't resist. ^_^ :heart:

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This world is perfect for me.. If the world is made of light and darkness.....we'll be the darkness.
~Riku (KHII)

Last time you looked at me innocently, you were playing the bitchiest nobody in existance. Don't you "innocent" me..
~Azriaz